I need to get something of my chest...
I was talking to my mom yesterday & she informed me that she doesn't think my grandpa
(her dad) is going to make it much longer. I didn't know this but he has 2 types of anaemia
(if that's how you spell it), so he isn't producing any red blood cells & his body doesn't retain any protein. It has made him very weak and limits what activities he can do. Anyway I guess it is so bad he is just one step away from needing a blood transfusion & his doctor is treating him as if he has Leukemia. I am not sure what all that involves.
Anyway my point... He has come down to visit this week from Washington and so my mom really encouraged my siblings & I to make a special point to go see him. I was thinking to myself -
how do you tell someone goodbye when you know that you probably wont see them again?- I am a cry baby so I am sure I will cry when I tell him goodbye but, I guess that just means I have a heart. My mom is going to get some pictures of him and Ryker together so that will be really special if the worst is right around the corner. Reality sucks!